That I count down the days till the day you want to see me.
That I still feel butterflies in my stomach when you kiss me.
That “trust” doesn’t mean “stop trying”.
That I still keep on trying.
That I have a box full of letters that I will never give you.
That I miss you terribly even when I’m in your arms.
That I am falling apart and you’ll never notice.
That I love to ride in your car with the windows down.
That I love to cuddle with you but won’t do it because you’ll complain about the heat.
That I save my tears for my pillow because you won’t lend me your chest.
That I am desperate to see you.
That I hate to pretend that I’m not.
That you’re very cold and distant.
That I can’t melt away the ice anymore.
That you shut me out all the time.
That I’ve let you in so many times.
That I want to make love to you.
That I’ve told you all of this before but you won’t listen.
That it hurts when I tell you you don’t listen and you take it as a joke.
That I really like the feeling of you hands against my body.
That I’ve stopped telling you about my dreams
That I wrap myself up like a burrito because your arms won’t do.
That I am really sad.
That I am really in love.
That I love you dearly, but I am falling apart.